I haven’t been in the mood to do anything. I’m feeling blah. Maybe it’s thinking about Lola Ding, sitting around waiting for her to…

I wasn’t even going to post anything today but then all of a sudden I felt like drawing a little doodle, a doodle about my belly.

Sometimes I forget how big my belly is. I’m surprised when I reach over to grab something and oh look, belly is in the way.

Last week we were at the grocery store and Alan tried to push the cart past me for the bag boy to put the groceries in and umm the cart wouldn’t fit past the belly. I had to move all the way out of the check out area.

And then the other day Alan was painting the baby’s room. He climbed up onto the ladder and it was in the way of the door. I used to be able to fit thru the space that was left but not anymore, big belly. He had to climb down from the ladder and move it to make way for THE BELLY.

It’s weird. Big belly.

I have to eat every 2 to 3 hours to keep my nauseousness away. I feel like I’m grazing like some deer, like I’m eating ALL THE TIME. Do you know how hard it is to think of something to eat every few hours?! Eating has become a chore.

I dreamt about the baby last night. She was so small and cute and squirmy lying on a doctor’s table. Her little feet were in the air and she was happy, smiling, and laughing. Do newborns smile?

Owww I’m in pain. My front hurts where the baby is pushing too hard, my back hurts because I can’t seem to get comfortable, and my thumb hurts because of massive amounts of drawing and writing today. Drawing which involved this doodle of Alan.

Lately the baby has been pushing so hard. It’s usually right by my belly button and it hurts. HURTS!! Alan tells me to push her back.

It really sucks. I am on the edge of queasy all the time. ALL THE TIME. Well at least I’m not actually throwing up, so that’s a positive.

And here she is or ummm…I am. Me as a doodle. Hi!

And I’m all colored in. And I even have the little flower belt on. See the bulge that is my pregnant belly? Hmm…hard to see. Maybe next time no flower belt.