Frustrated
Posted in: Family
So let’s start this post with something positive. Isabelle is so cute. I can look at her for hours. I love taking pictures of her. Now on to my frustrations.
So Isabelle is having the sucking problem again. It’s so frustrating. I don’t know what to do. Really, what to do when she’s crying and won’t suck? How do I feed her?
And I haven’t mentioned this before but the past few nights or I should say wee hours in the morning she’s been wanting to feed about every hour. I am so exhausted. I’m sitting up feeding her and about to fall over from exhaustion.
I wish I could get her to feed while I’m lying down. But I’m having a hard enough time just getting her to feed normally…lying down is out of the question. I’ve put Isabelle on normally and while she’s sucking try to lie down and she gets all fussy and starts crying, and not just crying but screaming crying.
And then I’ve missed some of my mom’s calls because I’m napping. And then she says to me I’m sleeping too much. WTF? I’m so freaking tired I could cry. Sleeping too much indeed. I could scream I’m so pissed at her stupid comments, yes comments with an S because there were numerous comments that warranted screaming at.
Aaaaah!!!!! So frustrated!
June 14th, 2006 at 2:19 am
Yeah, mom is so annoying and crazy and messy and dirty. She doesn’t ever think before she talks or takes action. She always says the most stupid things. Sometimes it is so fun to fantasize about different ways in which she could die! Ha ha! Oh, the pleasures I get when I think about that. Don’t listen to her. You aren’t sleeping too much. You are doing just great. I just bought you a side sleeping pillow from One Step Ahead. Boy, I wish I had this pillow when Ebow was a newborn. I had the same problem you have with fussing and crying everytime I put him on to his side to feed and sleep. If you ever need help with Isabelle, I can come over and feed her all day while you sleep. Then you can just pump out the engorgement when you wake up. Anyday is fine. I can take off work if you like as well. Just say the word. When Liz had her baby, Liz also couldn’t feed laying down since her boobs are so big but she had a neighbor with a baby and she helped breastfeed her baby for her as well. Boy, what I would of gave if I had a helper. I even looked up milk maids online to hire but couldn’t find anything. You should take advantage of me.