Actually I made TWO buttons! Yay for me!

I’ve been accepted to the Purling Puppy web ring today. Yay! So I was exploring Ring Surf to see if they had any rings for English bulldogs. I found some rings for French bulldogs. So I happily clicked away and found this page where they have cute pictures like the one here!

When Nestle was in puppy school we saw a man with a Frenchie. Alan and I talked about getting one and even went so far as to call someone up who sent us puppy pictures. (which we still have because they are just that adorable) However, we wanted a heavier dog that Nestle wouldn’t be able to push around so we ended up with Waldo. Waldo is a little tank and he doesn’t get pushed around. Even though he’s smaller he’s all stocky and weighs just about as much as Nestle does. Yep that’s two 60 pound dogs. Or is it 70 pounds? I can’t remember how much they weighed when they went to the vet last. Yep big heavy crazy dogs that I love. And that’s why they have their own blog devoted entirely to them!

This toy from Gmyboree looks fun. I don’t know how big it is though. It’s supposed to be for babies so I’m guessing it’s tiny. I just thought it would be a fun dog toy. Helen has bought toys for her dogs from baby Gap before and she says they were very sturdy. Her dogs usually rip open toys but seemed to have a harder time with the baby toys. I wonder why that was? Maybe this one is like that too.

I think this toy is so cute because it has it’s mouth in the cutest expression. It reminds me of Waldo, that expression. Not the mean look, just the tooth thing. Waldo quite often has one tooth sticking out, like his upper lip is caught. When he was a puppy I used to think it looked weird and I would give his lip a little tug and it would cover that one tooth. But he does it quite frequently so now I’ve gotten used to it.

Eeeew! My cousin Cynthia sent me this. I believe it’s a makeup lesson for something called Eye Talk. It gives you a crease in your eye.

I don’t know if it’s real but eewwww. Eye stuff freaks me out. It’s yucky. Like in Ace Ventura where Jim Carrey pushes his eye. Aaaw…gross! Just thinking about it makes my face scrunch up in disgust.

Alan’s in Vegas at some paintball thing. I miss him terribly. Especially at night.

Last night I had a dream. Well actually a nightmare. I dreamt that someone was trying to get into the house. I walked into the living room and the window was open and there was this person standing out in the dark night prying open the screen in front of the window. I could see him through the open slats of the blinds. I looked at him and he looked at me and continued to slowly and methodically to pull at the screen. It was unnatural. It was freaky. Then as the way it goes in dreams I had jumped forward in time and missed what had happened to the strange person. But I knew they had left. I don’t know why or how but they were gone. And I knew I had then closed the window. So I then headed towards the living room again. When I turned the corner I immediately looked at the window. The blinds were drawn up and the screen was gone completely. It was open to the night air. That meant someone was inside of the house. I think I woke up then. Actually for one of my nightmares it was very mild. Not that bad. Or so I thought when I woke up.

Well as night got closer the dream kept popping into my head. The day had been so hot that I had the air conditioning on. But as it got dark it cooled. I wanted to open the windows. But I couldn’t bring myself to open the living room window. I just felt uneasy. I hate that feeling. That feeling of being scared when you’re in your own house. I shook it off and finally opened the window. Usually, when it’s warm, I would sleep with it open. But not tonight. I had it open for maybe two minutes and then went back and closed it.

I’m just uneasy and restless. I don’t know what it is. Maybe it was the dream. Maybe it’s because an annoying alarm salesman came by on Friday and made me worry. Maybe it’s because it’s September 11th. Maybe it’s me missing Alan. I don’t know. Well at least hopefully Alan should be home tomorrow.